It seems like I've been running hills for a long time now.
All the places I have lived for the past three years have been surrounded by hills.
And any kind of running, meant going up a hill.
I realized as I was running a hill yesterday that the home we are in the process of buying is surrounded by farms; flat land.
There won't be any hills that I have to run up.
And I thought, "What am I going to do to feel like I'm pushing myself if there aren't any hills?"
I'm going to have to seek out other ways to improve myself.
Maybe it will mean going faster.
Maybe going longer distances.
Maybe I'll have to look for hills to run, instead of them just being there.
I think there will always be times in my life when there are hills that I can't avoid.
Challenges that I must face even if I don't want to.
And then there will be times when everything is just flat.
It's those times that I need to find other ways to push myself harder.
Maybe that means giving more service.
Studying my scriptures harder.
Praying more fervently.
Or looking for hills.
The important thing for me is to not lose any of the ground that I have gained while running "my hills."
I want to use what I have already gained to push me farther.
I want to keep running.
Friday, May 24, 2013
Friday, May 3, 2013
This thing that I recently discovered about being ordinary has been life changing for me.
As long as I focus on just being an ordinary, faithful person, I feel better about myself and the simple things that I am able to accomplish each day.
But, it hasn't just helped me in how I feel about myself; but also in the way that I feel about others.
Unfortunately, I am sometimes guilty of judging others.
I've justified it a little by thinking that at least I had gotten past the, "they're not so special!" stage of judging and moved on to, "well, we all have our different strengths!"
Guess what, it's still a type of judging.
It still made me feel competitive and like I wasn't doing quite enough.
But now I remember that I just have to be ordinary.
And that everyone else is also just ordinary.
And I can also see what those ordinary people are able to accomplish.
Instead of that being discouraging to me, I find it inspiring.
We are all the same.
Just ordinary people who are sometimes are able to do extraordinary things.